The performances were on 14thh and 15th. I sang “Tujhko Dariyadili Ki” by Jagjit Singh ji and “Duniya Kisi Ke Pyaar Mein” by Mehdi Hasan ji. My only fear was staying in taal with the tabla. That fear has always been there. Every time I’ve practiced before on my tabla app, there has been at least one moment where I slipped out of beat.
But not that day.
For the first time in my life, I sat with the manual tabla and sang — and it flowed. Effortlessly. Naturally. As if something was holding it together beyond me. I was honestly astonished. That day, I truly understood what people mean when they speak of God’s grace and the blessings of their gurus. I used to wonder why traditional musicians speak like that. Now I know — because sometimes, it genuinely feels like something greater steps in when your own belief wavers.
When I wasn’t fully believing in myself, my teachers’ faith carried me. It felt like the art wasn’t just mine anymore — it was being protected. Maybe I’m exaggerating a little. But when something you’ve always struggled with suddenly aligns perfectly on the most important day, it feels sacred. Everyone was proud. I was happy. And more than that — I was grateful.
The next day was the Shivratri sound healing gathering. I chanted mantras and sang bhajans. That too flowed smoothly. I’ll be sharing some videos from it soon.
After that intense spiritual and musical high, I shifted into full focus mode for my label release on 20th February. It was hectic — constant calls, research, coordination, figuring out distribution, building systems. But now, we have a website, a working distribution model, and production in place.
We are officially an independent music label.
And I’ve already submitted songs for release.
The most beautiful part? I’m learning every single day. In music. In faith. In business.
The process itself is becoming the reward.