Need knows my Name

I believe that I am, somewhat typically, a go-to person for friends and family around me. Which is good — I like being the handy one, the supportive one, irrespective of what I have to do or whether it affects me or not.

But my empathetic nature sometimes makes me pathetic, because I feel there's no one around when I need someone.I've been emotionally alone a number of times — most probably because I expect the same level of attention and support that I offer to others. And, as always, your expectations never quite meet reality, and you're the one lying sad in the corner.

This has aroused a kind of masochistic nature in me. Emotionally, sometimes I long for a little pain... and in turn, it motivates me to write a song.

I have weird ways of writing songs... sometimes I just write down some words and their meanings on one page, then write a song using all of those words — and it comes out good.

And as I said, sometimes I affect myself on purpose…to write one.
Most of my songs come to me while I’m driving my bike — at high speeds. It feels like freedom in every way. I have no fear of what’s to come next, and creativity then falls upon me like a gift.

Well, I got off-topic.
I was saying — Need knows my name.
Either in my case, or in others’.